day after day, searching for the things wanna achieve... i planned some yet lost some in the midst of working on a project... guess i had'a buck up in building my memory cells to retain these impt things... or be an old grandma, jotting it all down in a moldy diary (mmm... not rich enough to get a pda!)
on 3 occasions, boss asked me, "are you gonna further your studies? get a degree?"... all occasions, i felt like telling him... "i do! but where the hell do i fetch monies from?"... of course not... i didn't say that otherwise.... you know what's gonna take place next. next qn came about... which major? what am I interested in? good prospects? what am i gonna do after graduation? how would i know it's something that is worth my monies? it's either me or my group of friends... neither party knew where we're heading for and future looks bleak and scary... do you feel the same?
thought hard... why do we have to choose the course of study when i dunno which road i wanna take next? shouldn't there be a chance for me to try out the course of work before going all out? isnt it the same when you intend to buy a pot of mask but ask for samples before you get one? mmm... reality is harsh... if you wanna be a doc (not that i wanna be one), you need to get qualifications, accreditation, certification before you get to see and touch a sick patient... there is little opportunities out there for those who are interested yet unsure... recently, there had been a series of promotion for ppl to take up health careers... to take up such jobs, you need the papers... zoom into allied health jobs... if you look into education opportunities for such careers in Singapore, there is only NYP for diplomas... next, i dun think there is much more choices... if you intend to pursue a degree, it's australia, new zealand... poor buggers like me stand no chance to switch job without science background & no diploma... i'm stuck!
nothing, no one to blame... but things might be different if i tot of it much much sooner... well, gotta fiddle around with life... i'm still trying to find loopholes in it to get into what i wanna do next... (but i STILL think there should be available "samples" before we "buy" it :P)
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