You want to write, you have a hell lots of things to write it out, to write it away so that it doesn't clogged up your system and create a mess out life. it's difficult for me to express how i want things be as i was never a verbal person... i guess things are this way for me and friends around should have already known...
still i think that there should be a balance in this world, where self-expressive ones come together to meet with the quiet ones (like me!)... imagine if your group of friends are all the noisy sort, what kind of market would it form? sometimes i do appreciate if i can have a cuppa coffee and just relax, browse through magazines & the news, rather than have to fight with other bunch of talkers who contribute to forming the "forex" environment at the wrong time of the day... (i'm in it now)
its difficult cos ppl find it rude not to continue a conversation which meant exchanging 'how- have-you-been's, updating each other lives and worse, comparing the high quality of living which they are enjoying now... I'm not one who likes comparisons... being born in Singapore and raised here for 20 odd years, its enough of comparing apples with oranges... at the end of the day, they are not the same thing... why compare?
stressful, yet interesting. an environment i'm born in yet wanna escape from... contradicting? mmmm hell yeah... :)