listening to pirates of caribbean movie soundtrack and supposedly doing my work stuff which i promised the webdesigner that i'll develop the content for him to upload... requires quite a little brainy works... to think through the flow all that...
i remembered Mrs Thio wrote on my autograph book when i was in P2,
Do what you need to do and not what you like to do.
spot on! mmm i'm what she predicted all along... 20 years had passed and this poor habit of mine has not changed a bit... i'm one of those who like to do stuffs that i'm already buried deep in but had a little reluctance in start of conceptualizing new things... not that i hate change... just that i need abit of buffer in time before i can get into it... this is what others called PROCRASTINATION... major boo boo...
it applies for my training log too... am supposed to progress but instead, i applied PROCRASTINATION again!!! (half marathon is due in May again :$)
in sports psych class last week, Gibson mentioned the difference between anxiety versus aggression in athletes... Appropriate level of aggression may do good to athletes level of performance... However, state and trait anxiety unmanaged would cause extreme, detrimental effects... at times i suspect that I may be at the extreme end of the scale where it would require a super-provoking stimuli to push me ahead.
In other words, I'm super lagged... thanks, i know...
written by: niang the wall-ee
Look! I'm not the only one stuck in the wall... but there is no impossibility for the slow ones to ascend up and watch beyond... it really depends on how you perceive...
muackalattes dYnelle huang = mugger + worker + lover ;) 
